Here is some depressing stuff that i wrote when i am depressed: "I am utterly alone, no one is here, left alone to live or left alone to die, either way I can't lose. No body cares. I am left alone to suffer through the rest of my life alone and forgotten, vanquished from the light, and drawn into complete and utter darkness for all eturnity, to live among the dead, I shall toss away all that I have seen, and heard, all that I dream, and hope, that I would ever become, because Iam alone,utterly alone"